Dealing with the struggles infertility brings is awful. There is no sugar-coated version to express it. Of course there are the positive quotes about how it makes you stronger and it’s all worth it. While that all may be true, it also breaks you in ways you didn’t know you could.
However, there are these tiny sparks during the journey where you picture your baby. I always think of anyone undergoing fertility treatment or pursuing adoption as a parent-in-waiting.
So during these small moments, you forget about the crap you are currently going through. Instead, you picture yourself holding your little after fighting so long and hard for them. That picture, in that moment, is what you hold on to and what keeps you from not completely falling apart. You are waiting for them. You just have to find one another.
Music has always been an outlet for me and this morning I heard this song while watching a video of my little IVF miracle and I cried.
I cried because I made it, but also because there are too many who are still waiting.
The lyrics of the song I heard are exactly what you will feel when you do cross that threshold and I need you to know I wish for that, for you, every single day.
“One look at you My whole life falls in line I prayed for you Before I called you mine Oh, I can't believe it's true sometimes Oh, I can't believe it's true I get to love you It's the best thing that I'll ever do I get to love you It's a promise I'm making to you Whatever may come your heart I will choose Forever I'm yours, forever I do I get to love you I get to love you The way you love It changes who I am I am undone I thank God once again Oh, I can't believe it's true sometimes Oh, I can't believe it's true I get to love you It's the best thing that I'll ever do I get to love you It's a promise I'm making to you Whatever may come your heart I will choose Forever I'm yours, forever I do I get to love you I get to love you I get to love you I get to love you And they say love is a journey I promise that I'll never leave When it's too heavy to carry Remember this moment with me I get to love you I get to love you I get to love you”
-Ruelle
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