I want you to know that I see you. Most of your friends have had babies. Not you, though. You want them, badly. I can tell. You react to...

December 17th, 2020 I’ve been drafting this in my head for days. It has been 5 days since our second child was born and even typing the...

August 19, 2020 We all know Dr. Google can be pretty negative when all we really want is to find some reassuring news. This was all I...

June 1st, 2020 It was March 16th and all of us at the office were told we would be working from home until further notice. The number of...

January 16th, 2020 I watched 3 YouTube videos on how to give myself an injection on my backside. This is infertility. I’ve been injecting...

December 21st, 2019 It appears this body is not a baby making vessel. After 4 months of pills, injections, and assuming everything was a...

July 7th, 2019 Looking back at where this blog started and where our journey began is indescribable. I feel the term "blessed" is tossed...

I can't believe this is my last post. I can still remember being a more innocent version of myself, newly married beginning our fertility...

July 9th, 2018 Our beautiful boy is sitting beside me as I type this. My fingers will not give justice to the overwhelming joy our hearts...

April 25th, 2018 As I'm typing this, I can't believe that almost 5 months ago this amazing miracle was brought to us. What is even more...

February 17th, 2018 After three miscarriages, I feel like I should be a pro at this point. In reflecting back on each one, it is clear...

January 21, 2018 My Dear Little Peanut, You came to us at such an unexpected time. We had a plan and knew your brother was coming in...

January 6th, 2018 For those who know me even a little, they are fully aware of how much of a planner I am. Even if I am sitting still, my...

November 29th, 2017 After peeing on a stick to see if we are ovulating for the past ten days and still not seeing the result I want, I am...

April 19th, 2017 I have been waiting to post updates until I had my follow up appointment after we lost our 2nd little one. Little did I...

February 19, 2017 To Our Little Peanut, I really thought my next open letter would be to our rainbow baby. The baby that survived...

August 7th, 2016 To My Sweet Little Angel, I've been drafting this letter in my heart for sometime now. I think I've been avoiding it...

July 28th, 2016 I didn't expect to have an update this soon, but what I need to realize is I need to stop having any expectations. I...

April 7th, 2016 As I'm driving home from work today, I randomly think about my fertility app on my phone. I won't tell you that I...

Last night as my husband and I were driving home from a long day out of town, we drove down the long road that leads straight to the...